Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Monday, October 01, 2012

Acting 101

Venturing off, to a place where rejection is inevitable, self-obsession is a habit, and each time we speak it is in front of judges...we are hoping to transform that single moment in time, that will allow us to keep the illusion alive long enough to perform it in front of an audience. 

As long as I have been watching film and theatre and television, I can remember having a secret desire to be in it myself, to be performing with the actors or singers. And so having picked up a degree along the way, I am diving head first into the world of insecurity and chaos. Of having to keep my head above water, so people tell me... So I expect to some degree. I tend to ignore these feelings and focus purely on the desire that drove me to watch actors all these years. My desire to be one of them, and to work with them. 

I've realised that no matter how old I get, I may outgrow the parts I originally wished to play, but as I keep getting older, more parts will become available to me. And therefore it is exactly the opposite of movies, where things happen like magic, and almost instantaneously, but in fact its the beginning of something long but rewarding all the same. 

If anyone else out there has headed into acting, please feel free to share your experience in starting out....

Peace and Love
Wednesday, March 21, 2012

One Lovely Blog Award

My friend This Charming Kate has given me the one lovely blog award.
The rules are that you have to:
- List 7 things about yourself
- Award at least 5 other bloggers (originally it was 15 but my blogger-sphere isn't that large yet)

So here goes:

1. I was born in London, but have grown up in Asia mainly- in Malaysia, Japan, and Singapore. I love living in Asia, it will always be home in my mind, especially whilst my family is still there.
2. I have dual citizenship, so I'm both American and British. I really enjoy living in England at the moment, I am planning on moving to London after I graduate university this July. Although I do want to live in New York or LA for a while at some point in my life.
3. I love travelling, I have been really lucky growing up and because I was based in Asia, I got to go to some amazing places. I love to photograph everything when I am on trips, maybe even too much.  I wish I was better at photography though, need to get more practice. Also wish I had money to buy more vintage film cameras.
4. I am an amazing procrastinator, and the internet is just fuel to my procrastinating fingers. My latest demons, are YoutubeIMDBPinterest, Guardian and Digital Spy
5. I am a technology lover, I don't promise to be an expert. But given the choice between £500 pounds spend on gadgets or say... an iPad, or shoes or a really expensive coat, I would choose the technology every time.
6. I am a singer through and through. I am forever singing, and most often if someone starts to sing something that I know I will join in. I love most genre's of music, my itunes has about 7000 songs on with genres ranging from Classical, to Jazz to, Punk, to Heavy Metal, to Bluegrass and the list goes on. I love to perform.
7. My family is so important to me. I don't know what I would do without them. Me and my sister are 4 years apart, but we are just really close. She is an amazing person and really talented, hopefully we get to live together again soon. I've been living away from home for 3 years now, which is amazing, and so much fun. I still love being back home and having us all together again in Singapore though.


Now for the awarding of my fellow blog-ites: (Really like your blogs folks :D )
1. A Cup of Jo
2. Chiz Chat
3. The Londoner
4. The Story (Claudia Moser)
5. Chocolate Teapot

Thursday, March 15, 2012

RIP

Yesterday I found out that my friend had died. We had sort of lost touch, but we have the same group of friends back in Singapore. He was an amazing person, filled with charisma and enthusiasm about most things. He was a talented musician among many other things. Whatever his demons may have been they are gone now, and I hope that those he left behind are able to move forward without him. He will forever be immortal through the memories he left with us all.

Rest in peace Matthew (Matt) Vogtle

Love and peace to all of you who have lost a friend. x
Monday, March 12, 2012

Broadway/West End

So, as I am graduating from university this year, In JULY! I have had to think about what I want to do with my career. And since I am studying Drama and Theatre Studies with English, and I sing constantly- I have decided and realized that my secret, and now public desire is to be in a musical on broadway or the West End. (This is of course on of many career opportunities on the table right now, supposing that this one doesn't pan out, travel writing and physical theatre and other such things are also options.)

However, my current list of musicals I would be happy to be in goes as follows:
* Wicked
* Cats
* West Side Story
* Hairspray
* Chicago
* Singing in the Rain
.... and so on

So it's time to get cracking. Starting to go on auditions and keeping my voice limber, as well as emailing contacts I have and seeing if they have any contacts in musical theatre. 
Wish me Luck

Love and Peace.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Bucket List

My Bucket List- Well it's more a list of things I want to do before I'm 30. So I have 9 years :D Since my 21st is on tuesday march 6th 2012. I can't wait!

Here is the list as it stands now:
sing in a jazz club
be in a broadway musical
live in europe
live in new york
learn to play piano
learn to read music properly
learn sign language (in progress)
watch all the star wars movies/bond films
learn to scuba dive
be published somewhere
walk a red carpet event
Get 100,000 views on a youtube singing video
Make my own album
be in a film
be on a tv show or series
learn to use photoshop
have a photograph in a magazine
go to antarctica to see penguins
learn to write with my right hand
go to a film festival
go to a camping music festival
learn spanish and french
volunteer with big cats
volunteer in asia
Work in a summer camp in america

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Coaches are Gods!

So I just got back from my 50 hour Escape and Evade Challenge.
Result: We made it to Glasgow :D
Raised: £525 for Great Ormond Street Hospital

Considering that we hadn't made any ground on acquiring plane or travel reservations, and were basically going into this blind and with nothing, I am quite proud. We also go back to discover that 2 groups of the 6 participating had dropped out, and that one isn't making back in time - after having one too many in Amsterdam.

Milage wise- google has told me that it was 996 miles in total. So fingers crossed we come out the winners, because that would be amazing. We have slept in Victoria Coach station and on various buses/coaches, and eaten in random places and been cold most of the time.

Thanks to Longleys taxi's, Megabus Coaches, and Greyhound Buses UK, for getting us to these places- and thanks for nothing to most airlines, train lines, and national express!
Can't believe we did it.


Yay team Charity Skywalkers!

Love and Peace x
Friday, February 03, 2012

Who do you think you are?

So that charity thing I am participating in isn't going as well as we would have liked. Many airlines have shot us down, which is understandable. I mean they can't help every group of students trying to raise money by getting as far away from their universities and back in 50 hours. 

So far we have managed to raise £357 pounds for Great Ormond Street Hospital. Which hopefully will be  enough to do something with, including the money that other groups have gotten them. 

It's sad that so many people on facebook who you would expect to take 5 minutes to donate £10 of money they have enough of to go towards a good cause. Or if anything just to help out a friend or old friend who is helping out charity. It really shows what kind of people are surrounding you when people you haven't spoken to in years donate to the cause. 

Have a good think about that world
And donate if you can to http://www.justgiving.com/charityskywalkers

Love and Peace.
Sunday, January 29, 2012

The Water Babies

Charles Kinglsey's creation, both manages to excite and baffle its readers. I imagine that even during the Victorian age, its readership was amused by his claim to being without moral and yet filled with passages about learning lessons... Claiming to be based on imagination but also facts, that wise men of knowledge are too blind to accept, simply because of their vast knowledge of what is already, that they cannot understand the existence of what is not visible. It's request for the suspension of disbelief is marvelous.

After reading this, I must admit I was charmed. I found it much more appetizing than Mr. Dicken's 'A Tale of Two Cities' which although full to the brim of literary stimulation, didn't seem to reel me in as much as Kinglsey's work. This may be due to the fact that my brain has a preference to childish imagination over historical substance. 

Either way one book isn't for everyone, and I was tickled by this little ditty. 
Thats all folks

Love and Peace
Friday, January 27, 2012

2012

So since this year is not the end of the world.... I've decided to reassume my position as occasional blogger. I didn't blog the entire year last year because, well since I'm being honest, I absolutely forgot about blogspot. SHOCK! I know it's sort of a crime. But who knows who reads these anyway right? 

Well it's my final 6 months of university. This thought blows my mind, my brain is splattered across all four walls of my room as you read. Physically impossible, but hey, that is what it feels like. There is this nervous anxious excited energy that is recognizable in everyone who is finishing this June, and I love it. Although I know I am going to be pursuing the career most associated with nomads and unsettled low paid hopefuls, I am just happy to be going into the world and trying it out. 

Since the age of 5 I have been a student. I am also many other things, but as I near the end of my university adventure I can't wait to not be a student for a bit and just explore the world. I expect it shall be a shock to both my mind and my wallet. They should really create halfway houses for students who aren't quite ready to handle the real world and need a slow transition into it! But Alas, this cannot be. 

So fishes, get ready to take the metaphorical plunge! 
Until next time

Love and Peace 

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